MY DEAREST HUSBAND

 My reality.... My happiness.... My sorrow.... My joy.....My pain...My tears.....My bundle of joy..... My husband. He is everything i wanted to have in my life. The perfect partner. Yes i have had my set of bad moments with him, but common...who does'nt?

He came into my life with a bang. Never did i realize it was he whom i was waiting for.  We were in love from the moment we saw each other and longed to be together. 6 years later we got married and here I am today writing this short piece for him.

When I think back and realize that I have known him for over 7 years now, I only laugh at myself. What do I know about this man? How much do I love him? What is the depth of our love? Everyday I get to know him better. There is something new to him every other day. I always thought that I loved him SO much that it was the maximum one could offer. There was no love beyond what I did. But I was wrong. Love just grows as time passes by and it has no limits.

After every small quarrel I felt depressed and left out. I ended up cursing my life and for having chosen him as my partner. But later I also understood that such small misunderstandings strengthened our bond.

When he does'nt eat well, when he does'nt sleep well, when he is tensed, uneasy and unwell, my heart skips a beat. Only in these circumstances do I realize how much I love him, how much I need him and how much he needs me.

I love him from the bottom of my heart and will always do till my last breath. I am happy that I found you in my life and I thank god for having been so gracious.

Hello

Well, I have finally decided to enter the world of blogging! Had been hesitating to do this for quite sometime. But, just thought of plunging into it. May be pouring out my thoughts here will make me feel better. I ve never written diaries. Never tried to really understand what I was or what I wanted to do with my life. Minutes,days, months......years just passed by. The only best support I had was my family. Friends entered my life.....my connections with the outside world multiplied as the years passed by. I was surrounded with good people, people whom I could trust, who were there for me when I really wanted them.

Every human being I ve known has added value to my life. But never exactly did I realize the value of people around me. Never did I have enough time to stop, look back and think of anybody. I was just busy with my own life and lived for the moment. My priorities changed so did my interest with close friends and family. Strangers and Work became more important. Sometimes you never realize where you are going in life, why you actually do things that you do. How strange is this life...just like an ocean. Unknown, mesmerizing, wierd, confusing, sometimes calm sometimes scary...

But better late than never. I ma happy, i am beginning to atleast make an attempt to understand something about this whole journey of Life. Let this be the new beginning!

Love

Shv......